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Friday, 11 September 2009

NOTE TO SELF: Quit trying.

Dear Self,
Please, please, please, please, just stop trying. You know he's not going to ever like you. No matter what your brother says, no matter what Krystal says. Just because they say he's going to ask you doesn't mean he will. Why would he? Seriously. Think it through. He's a junior, what would he want with you? He doesn't even talk to you. So what if he's "shy," wouldn't he at least say hi to you if he liked you? And he was going to ask you last Friday? Bull shit. They're just trying to make you feel better. I know you wish they'd just give you the truth, but you're never going to get that. They're going to lie to you. Just stop trying. Stop getting your hopes up every time. I know it's easy to, I know they say things that make you believe it, but just stop.
I'm sorry I had to break this to you. I know it hurts. I know it sucks. I know you want to still believe that it could happen, but you have to stop. You have to move on. You always do this, you get yourself all wrapped up in a guy and then he never likes you and you get your heart broken. Don't let it happen again. I don't want you to go through that. Please.

Dear him,
"I can't say I blame you,
But I wish that I could."

Sincerely,
Me.

Monday, 10 August 2009

Pet Peeve; "I'M SO HIDEOUS!" and randomness.

I /hate/ when girls do this. Someone gives them a compliment, and they start hating themselves. They go into this, "WHO ARE YOU LOOKING AT? I'M SO UGLY. YOU'RE WRONG" thing.
And they just. don't. quit.
Personally, it makes me think they're fishing for more compliments.
Can't they just take a compliment with a smile and a thank you?
I don't understand it.
This especially applies to the girls who are INSANELY pretty, but they think, or make it seem that they think, that they are hideously ugly.
I mean really, a few of the girls I know who do this, you'd think they're frickin Shrek.
It confuses me heavily.

On another, much unrelated note, I have 6 minutes until Pulp Fiction. I am rather pumped. It's on TV though, so it's going to be like, "Shut up, motha' lova'!"
It'll be entertaining, at least.

On another unrelated note, I found this today and filled it out. You had to pick a band or artist and fill it out using only song titles. Of course, I couldn't do just one, so I did four. These were my two favorites though.

Your Artist:Motion City Soundtrack
How Do You Feel?:
Feel Like Rain
Describe Where You Currently Live:
Where I Belong
If You Could Go Anywhere, Where Would You Go?:
Cambridge
Your Favorite Form Of Transportation:
Hello Helicopter
Your Best Friend Is:
Antonia
What Is The Weather Like:
A-Ok
Favorite Time Of Day:
Last Night (?)
If Your Life Were A TV Show, It Would Be Called:
The Future Freaks Me Out
What Is Life To You?:
Time Turned Fragile
Your Fear:
Broken Heart
What Is The Best Advice You Have To Give?
L.G. Fuad
Thought For The Day:
Can't Finish What You Started
How I would Like To Die:
Point Of Extinction
My Soul's Present Condition:
Shiver
My Motto:
Don't Call it a Comeback
______
Your Artist: Death Cab for Cutie
How Do You Feel?:
Pity and Fear
Describe Where You Currently Live:
Why You'd Want to Live Here
If You Could Go Anywhere, Where Would You Go?:
Lowell, Ma
Your Favorite Form Of Transportation:
Passenger Seat
Your Best Friend Is:
President of What?
What Is The Weather Like:
No Sunlight
Favorite Time Of Day:
Tomorrow
If Your Life Were A TV Show, It Would Be Called:
For What Reason
What Is Life To You?:
A Lack of Color
Your Fear:
You Can Do Better Than Me
What Is The Best Advice You Have To Give?
Someday You Will Be Loved
Thought For The Day:
Hindsight
How I would Like To Die:
A Movie Script Ending
My Soul's Present Condition:
The Ice is Getting Thinner
My Motto:
Information Travels Faster

I'm not feeling so hot right now. Kind of an anxiety-feeling thing. That can't be good.
Anyway, that will be all. :]

Monday, 27 July 2009

I finally have my internet back! :D

Apparently, when it storms, my modem freaks out and changes the IP address, which, by default, doesn't let me use my internet.
But I finally figured it out and was able to fix it. :D
So, I have internet!

Unfortunately, however, I have nothing to write about. My life is seemingly very boring.
I was, however, at a friends house the other night and came into an interesting situation.

There were three of us at her house: me, her, and her boyfriend.
We all get along and hung out until he had to go home, my friend went and drove him home and I stayed at her house.
My friend left at 9:30 to drop him off. He lives about 10 minutes away. She was gone until 10:45.
An hour and fifteen minutes, for all those who didn't catch that.
And let's see...10 minutes there, 10 minutes back, even with 10 minutes extra, is only 30 minutes. What happened to the other 45 minutes?
I was slightly unhappy about that. I understand it, she wanted to hang out with him, but if that was the case, she shouldn't have invited me over. And it isn't like she doesn't see him every single day, so I don't understand why she can't sacrifice a half hour with her boyfriend. I found it inconsiderate to leave me sitting at her house with nothing to do while she went off doing who-knows-what with her boyfriend.
Well, anyway. If you have opinions, feel free to state them.
:]

Thursday, 23 July 2009

Wow. This was amazing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKxoCxalyWw

It doesn't show the judges, but it was the best quality I could find.
It brought everyone on the panel to tears, including Nigel, the british male who comes off as kind of emotionless at times. Reminds me why I love dance so much.

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

I really want a puppy. x.x

I've been looking.
When I go to college (which seems like forever from now, but i have it all planned out. xD), I want a puppy to take with me (which, of course, I don't plan on living in the dorms).
And I narrowed it down to 4 breeds.
1. Australian Shepherd.
2. Pekepoo.
3. Border Collie.
4. Sheltie.
:3
They're so cute. And for your viewing pleasure, PICTURES! :D

Aussie=

AWWW!

Pekepoo =

Aww again.

Border collie =

:3

Anndd the sheltie =

Too cute. :3

I can't decide between the four though. I love them all. :p

But hey, I have four years to decide. xD

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so, I'm supposed to explain myself? I can't really do that. I'm different than most everyone I know. I fit in better with my brother and his friends, 5 years older than me.